Jesus Christ, where are you?

I can't seem to find you
maybe you weren't ever there
maybe you were just a pale face
covered with these pretty lies
and faithfullness of love

where is the king of all the kings
and where is the God that promised to help?
where is all this going?
I can't seem to know.

You people, blinded me from the truth
all these years praying for you
I can't believe anymore
I have not believed in so many
that I already forgot
how it is to pray, how it is to talk to you
you were never here, were you?

and you never listened
all the nights where I would cry in silent reverence
you wouldn't listen
this hopeful lonely boy
no, you wouldn't
you're the biggest santa claus ever
and i've already grown up




i was never a cristian i just wrote it haha (: